Guess what...

After looking at every option to find the right man for me... I found him the old fashioned way. I've been serving him food for month's.

I had never been proposed to...Yes, I was married but his mother made the arrangements and we did it... in a garage. It was the paper work needed for insurance to have prenatal care. Sad but true.

My sweetie's name is Ray and it was perfect. On one knee and with a ring. He said that he wants me in his life, for the rest of his life, and to be his wife, and then he asked me to marry him. I keep pinching myself to see if I'm dreaming. He he he... What a surprise.


And just for shits and giggles...

10 minutes with Teri

Shandi gets about 10 minutes a day to talk with me and it's in the bathroom as we get ready for our day. Today she tells me that I need to give it to all of you as well. Hummm... This is the little story that I told her this morning:

At the school help desk where I work, I stood at the help desk with my head down and I heard one of the students say, "I will tell you a story after Mom leaves." Now, I know he knows what my age is but none of them have never treated me any different then anyone else in the school. I look up at him surprised. At first he looks at me with confusion and then he realizes... Oh god no not you, as he points the other kids mom and says, "her." "I've heard the jokes that you have told and your cool. "

Ironic... I would rather be thought of as a slut then a mom.

Come aboard...

As Shandi and I arrived on the ship this is the room we walked into. It was so beautiful.

We could hear music and looking down over the stair case we could see where it was coming from.
Off to our room to see what it was like. I just had to get up in the window for a picture, so that we would have proof that we did have a view.
Okay Shandi, it's your turn...get up there!!!
Up we go to the 13th floor (They call it the 14th but I don't believe in that crap... if I did I would be taking a trip on Friday the 13th) to have a drink or two. And see she too has nice martinis.
Back inside we go by the pool with the lights reflecting on the water it's like magic.
Many different types of art are all around to enjoy.

I laid down on the floor to get this angle. I think Shandi has a picture of me getting this shot.

This is all for now and tomorrow....it's back to school. Four classes and two jobs...?

I know who I am

It's not like I don't fit in.

I just don't feel like I blend in.

I am told that I'm like not like anyone else.
I do agree with that.
I just I'm looking for my match

but when I don't see it in someone

I brake it off...

I don't mean for people get hurt

and I am

sorry...